YOU should go for introspect time to time.write down yr work on daily basis.do meditationand read inspirational books.you can unlock the power within.keep trying.
persistance is the word in hindi which means in hindi is "prayas karte raho".you will definately get your desired path.give time to yrself.we all try to flee away from ourselves.face yrself without fear and work on your negatives.keep exploring ways.