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Posted Feb 08, 2009 | personal | 1701 Views   (Updated Feb 09, 2009 04:05 PM)

welcome, Silver...

Come 12 o'clock tonight, my life's going to pass another milestone... it's that time to bid another year goodbye... It's been a pretty wild ride with the highs being real high and the lows being real low... and it promises to get even more wilder... Come 12 o'clock tonight, my life's going to pass another milestone... it's that time to bid another year goodbye... It's been a pretty wild ride with the highs being real high and the lows being real low... and it promises to get even more wilder... and right now... am pretty numb and speechless about the whole thing... however... To those that I have hurt during the course of these years... a sorry is the lamest thing to say but it's a start... so... from the bottom of my heart... I'm sorry... I'm flawed... more flawed than everyone else... And now... I find myself at this new milestone... nothing's changed much... I still don't have a bunch of people I can hang out with at any given time... there's still no one to confide in... no one really asks me whether I'm ill or well... no one really has that time and energy to wonder what goes through in the confines of this mind... but that's all ok... I have silver now... Silver will be there... Silver is my new friend... my two month old Siberian Husky... he'll be there... ~finis~ Read More
Posted Feb 07, 2009 | Musical Lists | 1030 Views   

Psyxx's Valentine's Day Picks

I'm not a big believer in Valentine's Day because love, friendship etc. should be a 365 day affair and not constrained to an outburst on one day and blahs for the other 364... still... If I had to compile a set list of 13 songs to play on the... I'm not a big believer in Valentine's Day because love, friendship etc. should be a 365 day affair and not constrained to an outburst on one day and blahs for the other 364... still... If I had to compile a set list of 13 songs to play on the day... here are my picks: 1. I Miss You - Incubus 2. Always On My Mind - Elvis Presley 3. Fields Of Gold - Sting 4. Eternal Flame - The Bangles 5. Far Away - Nickelback 6. Slave to Love - Bryan Ferry 7. Father Figure - George Michael 8. Dream a little dream - Mamas and the Papas 9. Love Me Do - The Beatles 10. Play Me - Neil Diamond 11. Iris - Goo Goo Dolls 12. Amarantine - Enya and my all time favourite - Hawkmoon 269... with lyrics that go... Like a rhythm unbroken like drums in the night like sweet soul music like sunlight... I need your love... I need your love... Have fun ~finis~ Read More
Posted Feb 06, 2009 | personal | 1041 Views   

the one finger salute...

to the ones that feign sweet ignorance to the ones that thrive on vile pretense to the ones that portray innocence to the ones that cut, in an instance i have no words, sweet and cute... i only have... the one finger salute --- (c) 2009 psyxx
Posted Feb 06, 2009 | personal | 1049 Views   

your side, my side, their side

thoughts always lopsided every tale has versions three opinions are divided still the truth shall set you free you're blind to what I endure your side you'll always see suspicions have no cure so you just got to let me be... thoughts always lopsided every tale has versions three opinions are divided still the truth shall set you free you're blind to what I endure your side you'll always see suspicions have no cure so you just got to let me be for every story, a timeline events, chronology when you look for the flaws in mine you 'll never see the good in me --- (c) 2009 psyxx Read More
Posted Feb 06, 2009 | personal | 1036 Views   

Severance

a lesson learnt the hardest way the teacher taught me well first my heart was cast away then I was dragged through hell reality opened bloody eyes the mask you once did wear has fallen, truth materialize the truth, that no one did care --- (c) 2009 psyxx
Posted Feb 06, 2009 | General | 1024 Views   

Deceit

what can one say when the wound is raw exhibit marks left by your claw when I gave all, you never saw all that you saw, was every flaw my authority I never thrust i did it all to earn your trust instead you ripped me soul to cru... what can one say when the wound is raw exhibit marks left by your claw when I gave all, you never saw all that you saw, was every flaw my authority I never thrust i did it all to earn your trust instead you ripped me soul to crust and let my emotions, slowly rust when I was down and in a rut you gave me that unkindest cut for only your woes you ever did strut on my emotions, your eyes you shut no I didn't fail, I didn't let go the bond succumbed to your ego when you had the chance you never did show now i'm the one... you'll never know ----- (c) 2009 psyxx Read More
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Posted Feb 06, 2009 | Musical Lists | 1017 Views   

Records that I will always remember

First the list ---------------------------- 15. Back in Black - AC/DC 14. Purpendicular - Deep Purple 13. Rust In Peace - Megadeth 12. Synchronicity - The Police 11. Morning View - Incubus 10. The Final Cut - Pink Floyd 9.... First the list ---------------------------- 15. Back in Black - AC/DC 14. Purpendicular - Deep Purple 13. Rust In Peace - Megadeth 12. Synchronicity - The Police 11. Morning View - Incubus 10. The Final Cut - Pink Floyd 9. Ten - Pearl Jam 8. Nevermind - Nirvana 7. The Very Best of Cat Stevens 6. Paint the sky with stars - Enya 5. Ray Of Light - Madonna 4. Joshua Tree - U2 3. The Downward Spiral - Nine Inch Nails 2. Physical Graffiti - Led Zeppelin 1. ________________________________ Now the gyan about that blank one.... That blank one is a record that I was lucky enough to create... songs that came out of my little pen... an inspired piece of work... even though its yet to see the light of day, it will be the fondest memory, the one thing that I will always truly cherish for as long as I live... and I owe it to inspiration... thank you ~finis~ PS: If you need any inputs on the other records in the list... I'd be glad to share... Read More
Posted Feb 05, 2009 | General | 1126 Views   

the tree

I stand here in my sprawling splendor majestic branches with leaves so tender I've withered many a calm and storm as civilizations die and form the fruit I bear feed many around my root, together, holds this ground i am the sour... I stand here in my sprawling splendor majestic branches with leaves so tender I've withered many a calm and storm as civilizations die and form the fruit I bear feed many around my root, together, holds this ground i am the source of shelter and shade without me, life will wither and fade and in return for all I do what's my reward, my honest due a hatchet and saw, cutting through?... --- psyxx Read More
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Posted Feb 02, 2009 | General | 641 Views   

growing up...

A whole lot of people I knew have moved on to another plane... but this post is not about them... that... is part of the cosmic bylaws... what breathes will die... Was just thinking.... First... Santa Claus and the Tooth Fairy went from ico... A whole lot of people I knew have moved on to another plane... but this post is not about them... that... is part of the cosmic bylaws... what breathes will die... Was just thinking.... First... Santa Claus and the Tooth Fairy went from icons to figments of one's imagination.. Then... a lot of species of fauna went extinct... but then... that's a regular feature in the history of this planet And... Germany united when a few dozen countries broke into pieces... the political map of the world had to be redrawn a few times... A while ago... Pluto lost its planet status when it got relegated to dwarf planet... and the solar system ended up being a planet less And now there's a theory that Mars was born out of Earth's debris.... Growing up sure has been eventful... Read More
Posted Feb 01, 2009 | General | 603 Views   (Updated Feb 01, 2009 06:15 PM)

that spider...

that spider built its little web silken thread it spun its energy, never did ebb no sleep until its done as nature and forces known conspired to break its will the spider toiled all alone and rest it wont, until... its lit... that spider built its little web silken thread it spun its energy, never did ebb no sleep until its done as nature and forces known conspired to break its will the spider toiled all alone and rest it wont, until... its little web is standing... its kingdom is complete --- psyxx Read More

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